<sub>I figured out how much I dislike laptops for the inconsistency in my perfected typing from an old school keyboard that makes loud sounds in the dead of the night, keeping me awake... these keys are way too quiet and too low and sensitive, the rate of my typing has probably dropped down from 120 WPM to 85...

Woe is I.


This vacation is rather bittersweet, honestly. I know most of you people dropped me from your lists like I don't exist anymore even though you have failed to remove me from the actual list. But an update on my life...


I miss Kaiser. Horribly. I hear from my parents that he still waits for me to come home. My brother brought home a pregnant cat and two mice, so if the Landlord does find out about any of them, he WILL freak. I'm sure. ~SungSung says he will try his best to get him to me as fast as possible. I have to wait 'till the embargo ends (animals being forbidden to fly down to the desert in the summer, and all.), otherwise we'd send up to a different state and pick him up. I'm not sure what the plan is.

Sad news, also.
But I'll keep it frank.
My grandmother passed away from a terminal illness that the hospital failed to discover for nearly a year.
(I hate that hospital, and I would attempt to encourage people to sue it, but it's not like they have any money to give away anyway. It's the closest hospital around for miles...) I wasn't there, and I cannot get there for her funeral tomorrow. It pains me more that my mother, aunts and uncles, and especially my grandfather, are taking this so badly, I wish I could be there for them just so they could have someone strong nearby, because that's what they would really need. And I always took death very lightly, even with my dogs. I merely become happy that they got to live the life they did in happiness. It is better than living no life at all, eh?
Plus, her pain and suffrage has ceased, and she can perhaps become reunited with her son, and her parents. She wasn't that old. 60 something, I believe...

Pah, cancer.
Seems more apparent these days.
Makes me want to stay away from cities and foods that I don't know where it came from.


Anywho...
I'm in Pahrump, NV right now. It's all desert.
(Laugh at the name. I did for a while.)
Discovered, dry weather isn't for me.
Living near the great lakes and all spoiled me with it's awful humidity...
Here, I dry out within minutes and my nose burns because it has no moisture inside.
All is well though.
This man spoils me.
I truly am a lucky woman.


I MAY BEGIN ARTING HERE SOON.
He begins school somewhere in July...
12th or something.

I just dislike this laptop so I don't know how comfortable I will be drawing on it.

I'll update in a few weeks I suppose.
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.</sub>